He has already made the ultimate sacrifice

I've got a confession to make.

I have a mind of my own. I'm a human who doesn't always do what I know God would want me to do. I sin and sometimes I feel bad about it, other times I don't. I gossip, my morals are back the front and I don't understand how God could love me. I don't know how He could look at me and think "now, this is a true daughter of God." Some days I go out of my way to screw up, sometimes I do it without even knowing I am. I go against my purpose in life because I think I do not live up to God's standard and that I never will.

But you know what? God created me as a human and knew exactly what things I was capable of as He knitted me together in the womb. The moment I first sinned God didn't get angry, He wept. Each time I sin now, He doesn't push me away. He stands next to me and offers His hand in love. Nothing I can do will get Him angry at me. He will always be waiting, always knocking on the door of my heart, never ceasing to give up on me. Cause while He may know what I'm capable of on my worst day, He also knows what I'm capable of on my best day and that is all that matters to Him.

God see's us as that tiny, innocent child He created with His own hands. Each time we hurt, He hurts with us. Each time a tear rolls down your face, a tear rolls down his. Each time you sin, He stays firmly beside you. Each time you screw up, He's there to pick you up. There's no point running, cause God can run just as fast. There's no point in pushing Him away, cause He can pull you back just as hard.

You may not feel Him there, may not see Him. You may not even care. But the fact is, while we fail in this life. While we sin, and make a mess of a once perfect world, God stands by and cries at all his lost people. His heart aches for them to be found. The fact is, God created us human. He knew we would mess up. But it doesn't matter. He created us that way. He created us with a choice. To follow Him or to not. And even though we may love Him with a fire that cannot be quenched we WILL still sin. That's because we were created that way. But God wants you to run to Him, not away. His arms are open and ready for you. He gets excited when you enter into His presence. His heart beats faster every time you whisper His name. You cannot make Him love you any less, because He has already made the ultimate sacrifice.