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This blog is dedicated to my dream of helping out Pastor's Kids. What I share is not meant to be offensive in anyway but to shed light on the truth of living such a bittersweet lifestyle. Feel free to comment or email me.

Monday, April 20, 2009

He has quite an unfair advantage of the whole 'little steps' thing.

have you ever had a passion in you, which you just can't get out of your head?? you literally think about it every waking moment, and even dream it at night!!! you plan, you write notes, you day dream, you talk about it constantly. you can actually feel it in you. whether its in your heart, or bones, or blood, you don;t know. but you know its in you, somewhere, and its not just going to go away??

have you ever had a passion in you which gets you angry and fired up?? You can't help but put your fists into balls and pound the nearest object (hopefully its not a leg of any sort!). You just feel like if you thought about it any more your chest would burst open, flinging blod, lungs, and heart across the room?? But you can't stop the thought process from churning??

Have you ever had a passion which you know is from somewhere, other than yourself?? And it makes you wanna live in the presence of this 'thing' which has planted it in you. It makes you just wanna cry out in pain. It makes you wanna fall to the floor and throw a tantrum cuz you don't know how to channel that passion??

My friend just said that you have to trust God in the small things before you trust in the big things. its all in small steps. but when your going by Gods steps, their HUGE!! i mean, Gods a pretty big guy... with rather large steps. i think He has quite an unfair advantage of the whole 'little steps' thing.

1 comment:

  1. i've felt like this before...
    thanks for writing =) i like your blog!

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